June 29, 2007

Grr! Not Right!

So I was bad and I didn’t stay late at work yesterday which means I have more things to enter today and I’ll probably have to stay late today. On top of all that I have to create a form that data can be entered on because the one that we have isn’t any good. So not cool!

My boss was really stressing me yesterday because he was asking for some data which hasn’t been updated in months and which he can pull himself. Also because of him the day before I couldn’t do any of the things that were actually the priority. Anyway I told him that there was no way we could get it done by Monday and there really isn’t. I could spend all weekend on it but I’m not going to.

For the rest of the day I was stressed and unfocused which I tried really hard to focus but I was not able to. Today I’m just not going to look at any of my e-mail unless it is from the director and I’m going to tell the receptionist that if she needs me to come set up for the desk for her she better send an e-mail because I’m not picking up my phone at all.

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June 28, 2007

Training and Calorie count from Day 3

So yesterday I had to go to a half day training session that took place in a different building than the one that I normally go to. I had to pay $7 for parking, of which I totally plan on getting my money back for. And I spent the first half the training bored out of my skull because it was all stuff that I wasn’t going to be able to do. The second half was great though and really informative. It is also going to help me get some new policies going which is something I love. I’m a rule-maker type, I love knowing the rules and following them. Does that make me a type A? I think so. Which I believe my mother is, so it would make totally sense.

My mom and I don’t get along for more than 3 days at a time. The reason, we are both very similar to each other. I have no problem admitting that I’m exactly like my mom. No problem at all, cause my mom is actually kind of awesome. I say kind of because she is my mom.

Anyway when I got back to work I had to do all kinds of things except for the ones that I actually needed to do. I might have to stay late tonight. I don’t know.

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June 27, 2007

Drink more water!

Hi Everyone! I know it's been forever since I made a real post but my life has been so uninteresting.

Yesterday though I decided that I need to start posting more often because well, I could tell that I was starting up again with my negative thinking.

I was in the car and while I was driving to work I saw a sign that said two left lanes closed ahead due to an accident. Of course my first thought was, omg I'm going to be late for work. Then panic set in. Then I started thinking about how the airbag in my car would kill me because I'm so short. And of course I obsessed about that. I thought about calling my mom (at 7 AM) to find out how I should put the steering wheel so that when the airbag pops out I don't get decapitated.

Thankfully I didn't call her at 7 AM. I tried to think about other things but this airbag thing really stuck with me, which is not normal for me. So I figure I need to start writing about things and work out why my brain is currently functioning the way it is.

Click the link to read more about what's going on.

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June 26, 2007

More Crosspost testing

So I found a version of MTLJTags and right now I'm going to see if it works

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Crosspost Testing

So I found out today that MTLJPost had a brand new version (well not totally new but it was new to me) and I'm trying it out

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Damaged-Girl[dot]Net Disclaimer:
The happenings of a survivor...

My name is Laney Marie, well that's my nick name anyway and it's the name that I choose to go by. Due to the nature of this weblog I wish to maintain some anonymity. Also this description is to serve as a warning to parents of younger children. So please pay attention:

When I was two (2) years old I was sexually abused. The situation of course was well handled by Child Protective Services and my parents. When I was seventeen (17) years old I fell victim to what they call an acquaintance rape, meaning that I was raped be someone who I knew.

This weblog will be a record of my journey through recover. At times some of the entries well be dark and will discuss the events around both incidents. Other times this will merely be a record of things that have happened to me throughout my day.

I have chosen to publish this weblog to help others out there who have gone through the same thing. Also to help parents understand what their children are going through.

Feelings do not make sense, they are made out of gray area, so please while you try to apply logic to I have gone through and what I am going through keep that in mind.