June 19, 2006

The End Is Nigh!

Okay not really but it’s so fucking hot! What the hell is up with this weather! I don’t care what Fush says (that typo was on purpose btw) Global Warming does exist and it is man made! Not that I’m doing anything to help because I just bought a second small AC for my apartment. I had to. The Grand Room (meaning my living/dining/kitchen) was so hot last year because I left the AC in the bedroom. But this year both rooms will be cool.

So I picked up the new AC unit yesterday and got some nice man to carry it up the four flights of stairs for me. I love the restaurant workers that live in my building. I did give a small tip, well tried to. He didn’t take it. I should have offered more money to take the damn thing out of it’s box. I didn’t want to turn it over so that the all the stuff in the condenser would leek out so I pulled and pushed the damn thing out it’s box. Then I had to put it together. The fucking screws wouldn’t fit and I ended up managing to screw in the top rail which had the guides for the accordion things on the sides but I ended up having to duck tape those on because the screws they gave me weren’t long enough, well that and my screw driver sucks. I had a different one when I put my first AC together, I’m sure because that one I got together no problem. After all that I had to put duck tape around the whole unit once it was in the window because my window has very weird tracks around it. I knew I was going to have to do that because I had to do so last year with my unit in my bedroom. It’s not cause it will fall out of the window, it’s more because all this air was coming in and if I didn’t I would be wasting all the cool air!

It may be 95 degrees in my bathroom (I keep the bathroom door closed because the insulation around the sky light isn’t great) it’s a cool 75 in my apartment. Maybe a little warmer because I don’t want my electric bill to sky rocket.

Now I can browse online for more Sim clothes and Sim houses in comfort. Yea! I started to build one house and well I’m tired of it already. I want to rip it down and start over. Ugh! This is why I always use pre-built!

TTYL!

Laterz!

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June 12, 2006

Sadness

I am sad now… I get like this sometimes because well now I’m off all of my medication which I think is a good thing because I didn’t want to be on anti-depressants for the rest of my life, the thought of doing so just depresses me. Anyway I talked with my mom and tonight and I brought up some stuff from the past, an old fight because I wanted her to understand what happens in our family. I really don’t think she sees how much angst Jed causes for everyone. We love, we have to, he is good person when he wants to be, but he is also the biggest brat in the world and feels the need to tell everyone how to run their lives, or what they could be doing differently because what they are doing is not the right way, it’s wrong. He is like my mother but she has learned how to stop when we tell her that we are going to do it our way. There is a lot of her personality in his, more so than my father’s. I have the my father’s passiveness but my mother’s stubbornness combined with the need to her show her that she has to see all sides of any story, which is basically telling her how to view things I know, but I get that from her too.

I don’t know if it’s easier for me to view what goes on in my family from a third party perspective because I feel like a third party a lot the time. I don’t feel attached to anyone in my family; I think I have the strongest attachment to my brother Todd. I don’t talk to him a lot, not as much as my mother, but I feel like we understand each other more. I talk to my mom a lot because I want her approval all the time. I want her to be proud of me and I need the constant reassurance that she is.

The whole thing makes me sad really. I think I’m just gonna go to bed now. I don’t feel good and there is a lump in my throat the size of a grapefruit, it hurts a lot.

Oh I had to give my Mei-Mei to my friend Brad today because well there is no place in Maryland that will let me move in with three cats. I miss her a lot. But she and Emmitt were always fighting and I really felt like it wasn't fair to them. I wish they got along because Johnson and I loved Mei-Mei lots. I'll probably add a few more pictures to the Mei-Mei cam before I take it down later this month.

TTYL!

Laterz!

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June 1, 2006

Cats are just weird

While I was getting this entry ready to post both Emmitt and Johnson decided to start munching on some CVS bags. I don't know why. Maybe they are hungry but I can't help the fact that everything in Boston is closed. They'll make it one night without food. Hell I'm shooting for three days! Anyway...

So most of my favorite shows have now ended but do not loose hope there is brand new TV for the summer:

The Joy of Cable brings us:

Starting TUESDAY May 30:
10:00-11:00 PM Rescue Me on FX

Starting SUNDAY June 11:
9:00-10:00 PM The 4400 on USA

Starting MONDAY June 12:
9:00-10:00 PM The Closer on TNT

Starting MONDAY June 12:
10:00-11:00 PM Saved on TNT

Starting SUNDAY June 18:
10:00-11:00 PM The Dead Zone on USA

Starting FRIDAY July 7:
9:00-10:00 PM Monk on USA

Starting FRIDAY July 7:
10:00-11:00 PM Psych on USA

Now with that in mind here is how fall is shaping up to be

Days and times that my TiVo will be set to NBC:

MONDAY
10-11 p.m. "Medium"

TUESDAY
9-10 p.m. "Law & Order: Criminal Intent"
10-11 p.m. "Law & Order: Special Victims Unit"

WEDNESDAY
10-11 p.m. "Law & Order"

THURSDAY
10-11 p.m. "ER"

NBC seems determined to make sure that I go out on the Weekends if I so choose to do so. I’m kind of mad about the fact that Law & Order: Criminal Intent is being put on Fridays I really wish they would just get rid of Chris Noth, well maybe not him but his partner, I just have an issue with her because she can’t seem to decided how she wants to play her character. Hopefully though it will get better ratings since it’s not opposite that Housewives show which I think is just really a cheap watered down rip off of Sex In The City.

Edited: I am now mad at NBC because now LOCI is up against House. The seem to want to kill this show. Why! I like LOCI! Damn you NBC, I want my soul back!

Crossing Jordan isn’t listed because it and Scrubs aren’t going to return until like Mid-Season, like Scrubs did this year. They will both return though, which is a damn good thing because Scrubs is like the only comedy that I watch.

Day and time that my TiVo will be set to CBS:

THURSDAY
9:00-10:00 PM CSI: CRIME SCENE INVESTIGATION

It’s the only other drama show that I watch on a network that isn’t NBC because NBC owns my soul. I hate NBC, I want my soul back!

Days and times that my TiVo will be set to the Brand New CW:

TUESDAY

8:00-9:00 PM GILMORE GIRLS

WEDNESDAY

9:00-10:00 PM ONE TREE HILL

Even though I’m so mad at the Gilmore Girls writers right now I’ll be watching it. I had thoughts about trying to watch the “ended” 7th Heaven but I’ve decided against it. What the FUCK WERE YOU THINKING CW!!!! You should have begged Joss Whedon for Firefly back! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU BRING BACK A SHOW THAT IS JUST EVIL!!! I swear 7th Heaven just won’t die! They should have brought back Charmed for crying out loud, anything but that!

Days and times that my TiVo will be set for FOX:

WEDNESDAY
8:00-9:00 PM BONES

SUNDAY
9:00-9:30 PM FAMILY GUY

On the plus side because NBC switched when LOCI was going to be on I can once again watch Family Guy, another scratch mark for my comedy section.

Well that’s it for now because I have to bed because well yeah it’s almost 2am. However I finally worked on my brother’s logo for his Brewing Co. that I said that I was going to work on ages and ages ago. I think it turned out pretty good. It’s not exactly like the drawing he made we will see. I hope he likes it. Granted I changed the colors a bit, I think, I forgot what he wanted.

Anyway I have to get up early and finish cleaning my apartment. I really want to throw out all of the food because I’m starting a two day fast, which might go to three days. My last bit of food was at 4:30pm May 31st . I’m hoping to make it till June 2nd. We will see. This is purely because my doctor told me to get rid some of my body fat so that I wouldn't have to get another liver biopsy. I blame him for my eating disorder that is starting to come on full fledged! Can I sue my liver doctor for giving me an eating disorder since he told me that if I lost 15 lbs or more that he wouldn’t have to another biopsy? I think I should be able to because now I’m hooked on Ephedra, which is legal again, and I’m trying to fast. Oh just so you all know Hoodia really does help! I’m totally suing this guy. I’ll have to ask my lawyer friend Jay about it tomorrow. Night!

TTYL!

Laterz!

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When I was two (2) years old I was sexually abused. The situation of course was well handled by Child Protective Services and my parents. When I was seventeen (17) years old I fell victim to what they call an acquaintance rape, meaning that I was raped be someone who I knew.

This weblog will be a record of my journey through recover. At times some of the entries well be dark and will discuss the events around both incidents. Other times this will merely be a record of things that have happened to me throughout my day.

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