March 26, 2006

Bored on a Sunday!

So Emmitt was sick a few weeks ago. I don't remember if I posted about it or not but he was very sick and I was worried that I might have to put him down. So I called my aunt and asked her to please take him and me to the vet. I haven't really asked her for much of anything since we had our falling out a few years ago. If I posted about it somewhere I'll link to it later. Anyway to say thank you I told her I would buy her breakfast today. She picked me up at 1pm and now two hours later I haven't eaten yet because she is working with someone on this documentary short that has been her life for the las serveral years. I don't mind really but we could have gotten together next weekend. Oh well!

I've been doing my laundry and thinking about the Brenda Leigh Johnson fanlisting which I've been the go ahead to run. She is the lead character from the TNT show The Closer. I'm really exicited about it.

Oh she is finishing up now. Time to go!

TTYL!

Laterz!

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March 20, 2006

Forever and a day

I know it's been awhile since I've posted but I have my reasons.

The first is that I've been a horrid mood for a long time. I'm just not myself. Do you ever get that feeling that you are just sleep walking through your own life? That's what I feel like right now. I feel like everything is just out of my control. It kind of sucks but I am starting to go back to normal again so yay!

Now the other reason is that I'm having major decision making aniexty. I want to leave my job but the problem is any new job I start I'll feel like I have to stay there at least a year which isn't good since I'm thinking of moving back to Maryland this year.

For real this time too. This isn't like last year where I chickened out in the end. I just don't like being here and I feel like there is nothing for me up here.

But enough with the life altering questions for now. We come to the point in this entry where we have the dumbist quotes from the VS:

(The phone rings)
Me: Hello, thank you for calling the Vitamin Shoppe how can I help you?

Person: Is this Paul's tubing store?

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Yeah, I was amused by that. Then Mr. Strive Bar came in and I had him try some of our new hand anti-bacterial gel. I told him it smelled like Skin-so-Soft. And he said it might be too fem for him. I thought, this coming from the men who I thought for sure was guy until I saw the wedding band which still isn't saying much.

Oh well! TTYL!

Laterz!

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The happenings of a survivor...

My name is Laney Marie, well that's my nick name anyway and it's the name that I choose to go by. Due to the nature of this weblog I wish to maintain some anonymity. Also this description is to serve as a warning to parents of younger children. So please pay attention:

When I was two (2) years old I was sexually abused. The situation of course was well handled by Child Protective Services and my parents. When I was seventeen (17) years old I fell victim to what they call an acquaintance rape, meaning that I was raped be someone who I knew.

This weblog will be a record of my journey through recover. At times some of the entries well be dark and will discuss the events around both incidents. Other times this will merely be a record of things that have happened to me throughout my day.

I have chosen to publish this weblog to help others out there who have gone through the same thing. Also to help parents understand what their children are going through.

Feelings do not make sense, they are made out of gray area, so please while you try to apply logic to I have gone through and what I am going through keep that in mind.