January 28, 2006

The results are in...

Okay so I’m really really bored today. Jen and I are suppose to go out tonight to the movies with her friend but she doesn’t get off work till around 4pm so I don’t have anything to do. I am being such a lump. I really should look up the calorie count in movie popcorn and find out how much alcohol I can consume tonight but I’m being so lazy. I think my J-cat is trying to stare me down to give him some fresh water, but why bother when he’ll just drink out of the toilet anyway?

Anyway I was online reading some blogs and I found one entry about this game that someone had played with their friends, MASH, you know Mansion, Apartment, Shack, House? Well I was looking at the paper they had scanned in and was like, hey I remember this game, vaguely, but I remember it. So I went online to see if there was anything about. There are two sites set up for you to play MASH online. The one I thought was the cutest was this one: http://www.playmash.com/

Here are the results that I got:


You will live in Shack.
You will drive a Green Accord.
You will marry Vincent D'Onofrio and have 4 kids.
You will be a Singer in Venice, Italy.

I am hoping that 2 of those 4 kids are from his previous marriages. Eeeps! Being in a shack with 4 kids and a 6ft 3in man is gonna get crowded if our families ever come to visit, which they will because well be in Venice, Italy! Woohoo!

Well I got to go practice my singing. If I hope to support 4 kids I better get really good really quickly because I can’t carry a tune to save my life!

TTYL!

Laterz!

Laney broke down at 1:24 PM | (0) were disturbed | (0) have TrackBack

January 22, 2006

Ugh! Stupid KnowFat!

I'm so mad! I went to KnowFat! with Jen before the movie and I got this Broccoli and Steak Tip wrap because I still had 488 calories left for the day. Well I just found out that the wrap has 555 calories. My goal today was 1300 calories so I went over it by 67 calories which isn't so bad because I have a grand total of 1367 and my friend Jasmine who is going to be a nutritionist kind was mad at me because she said that I should really be eating more than 1500 calories. So I figure going over 67 isn't so bad. I'll just have to be more careful that's all.

I was really healthy today though. I had two EAS Body for Life shakes one Vanilla and one Strawberry which were 190 calories each and another Chicken BLT salad which I was really proud that I got since I've been craving Chicken nuggets.

Tomorrow I have to go into the Vitamin Shoppe though because I left my pill case there tonight and I have to go get it so that I can get my Anaprox and various other drugs. I also bought a mini-pill case for short over night trips so that I don't have to take my Effexor with me all the time. I worry about losing that one because it's the more expensive of all my meds. Maybe I'll buy some Hoodia too because I really would like to eat less. Jen doesn't think that Hoodia will really help because I'm taking Redline and since that is making me burn calories faster of course I'm gonna get hungry faster and more often. Makes sense but I'd rather try it than not. I liked TrimSpa cause I felt like it was making me eat less. I stopped taking it because I don't like the new packaging, it causes the pills to brake and swallowing a broken tablet is no fun.

Well time for bed...

In case you were wondering my mom hasn't e-mailed me back. I'm worried now that I was too harsh. She hasn't called either. I'm going to call my Aunt tomorrow because she read the e-mail too.

TTYL!

Laterz!

Laney broke down at 1:14 AM | (0) were disturbed | (0) have TrackBack

January 21, 2006

email to mom

So I wrote an e-mail to my mother last night and I cried for most of the time I wrote it. It was hard to put my feelings in writing. I don’t think I got it quite right but I really tried. I woke up this morning and started my period. So now I’m shaking because I don’t want to know what my mother is going to do when she reads the e-mail and because well I have my period and it always makes me really sick. Yay fun!

I’m suppose to go to a movie tonight with Jen and Jasmine. So I’m making this post now. I am posting the e-mail so that you can see it and maybe tell me what you think. Please click below to read the e-mail…

Let "email to mom" disturb you more...

Laney broke down at 8:48 AM | (0) were disturbed | (0) have TrackBack

January 20, 2006

To eat or not to eat, well really what do you eat?

Hi everyone! So I have started a new diet plan. Basically I am way over my BMI and while it doesn’t bother me too much, because I like my general body shape and having boobs, I must listen to what my doctor is telling me and lose weight because if I don’t do what he says they might be able to deny me a liver transplant down the line if I need one. Not fair!

Anyway basically I have decided to only eat 1350 calories a day. I am not exercising which I know isn’t great but I spend all day on my feet and walking around the store, plus I do walk almost everywhere. Plus when I was on e-diets before they just had me count calories and didn’t worry about exercise, I thought that was weird but oh well. I’m going to try to do some muscle toning every now and then because I don’t want to have skin just hanging off of me when I’m done.

So here is how yesterday went:

I had a total of 1286 calories for the day which was just shy of my goal. I was kind of worried about it because you are suppose to eat at least 1200 and that’s just for basic maintenance and I read that my body actually needs about 2000 calories just to run so I didn’t think that was very good but oh well, I wasn’t about to go over because I only had 64 more calories left. What was I suppose to do?

Today so far I’ve only had 1076 calories which leaves me with 274 calories. I really have to start eating better. The problem is that I choose to eat unhealthy food during the day which leaves me with an odd amount of calories so that I don’t really have enough to eat what I would like to at night and just end up drinking a lot of water so that I don’t feel hungry.

I don’t feel like developing an eating disorder but I really can see myself getting one. I think tomorrow after work I’ll have to try to go to Shaw’s and start buying some frozen meals. It’s the best way besides drinking protein shakes for me to count calories. I get so paranoid that what I eat will have more calories than I think it will that tend not to.

Let "To eat or not to eat, well really what do you eat?" disturb you more...

Laney broke down at 9:47 PM | (0) were disturbed | (0) have TrackBack


Damaged-Girl[dot]Net Disclaimer:
The happenings of a survivor...

My name is Laney Marie, well that's my nick name anyway and it's the name that I choose to go by. Due to the nature of this weblog I wish to maintain some anonymity. Also this description is to serve as a warning to parents of younger children. So please pay attention:

When I was two (2) years old I was sexually abused. The situation of course was well handled by Child Protective Services and my parents. When I was seventeen (17) years old I fell victim to what they call an acquaintance rape, meaning that I was raped be someone who I knew.

This weblog will be a record of my journey through recover. At times some of the entries well be dark and will discuss the events around both incidents. Other times this will merely be a record of things that have happened to me throughout my day.

I have chosen to publish this weblog to help others out there who have gone through the same thing. Also to help parents understand what their children are going through.

Feelings do not make sense, they are made out of gray area, so please while you try to apply logic to I have gone through and what I am going through keep that in mind.

May 2010

Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat
            1
2 3 4 5 6 7 8
9 10 11 12 13 14 15
16 17 18 19 20 21 22
23 24 25 26 27 28 29
30 31          

Skin

Feeling bored? Go on take a click!


Link to me

Do you like this blog? Then please link to it. Pick any button, download, upload to your server, and then link it to http://damaged-girl.net:


Fanlistings


Thank Yew - The Brenda Leigh Johnson Fanlisting
Tempted - The Allison Cameron and James Wilson Fanlisting

Links


Blogroll Me!

Webrings

??Fangirl#?
<?ameriBLOGs#>
?Cancer?
::#pawed?::
<<#WomenBloggers ?>>
<<?Angel Blogs!>>
?Obscure Logs?
<?skinned!#>
<#dotnet?>