October 25, 2012
by
0 comments

The School of Anxiety

I took me over 10 years to finish college.  That gives you kind of an idea of how old I am; I don’t like to brag about my age though.  For me finishing school was not easy.  Some of that … Continue reading

October 24, 2012
by
0 comments

A Short Post: Therapy, Sexual Abuse, Adoption

So I have had a lot of years to think about why I act the way that I act.  I think a lot of it has to do with my adoption and my sexual abuse.  My rape really only geared … Continue reading

October 23, 2012
by
0 comments

My first public panic attack

Once I started college I actually left two times.  Being at university was just too stress for me and instead of dealing with that stress I would just hid myself in my room and stay there all day.  My room … Continue reading

October 22, 2012
by
0 comments

My Triggers… (Trigger Warning)

In general I have some interesting triggers.  Occasionally I find new ones too, which is so lame.  My first trigger that I really remember was a song, I have talked about this before but I’ll bring it up again.  Whenever, … Continue reading

October 19, 2012
by
0 comments

Another Day (possible trigger warning)

I am feeling better after yesterday’s set back.  I guess that is good.  I still think I really need to find a new doctor.  I have talked to a couple of my friends and they agree with me so I … Continue reading

October 16, 2012
by
0 comments

Returning To Therapy

So therapy right?  Yeah, I get it, it’s hard to open up to someone you don’t know and tell them your whole life’s story, especially the bad parts.  The good thing about going to a school therapist is that they … Continue reading

October 12, 2012
by
0 comments

Adventures in Hypersexuality [Possible Trigger Warning]

Do you ever feel like your reactions to situations are abnormal?  I felt like that all the time.  If I had actually been brave enough to talk to someone about what I was doing I would have found out a … Continue reading

October 11, 2012
by
0 comments

Running Away Doesn’t Work

[Possible Trigger Warning] I have read that you cannot start healing until you are ready to heal.  That was why for me, after my rape, it was extremely important to tell N that I forgave him.  I never said it … Continue reading

October 10, 2012
by
0 comments

Too Many Feelings [Trigger Warning]

I started going to therapy during the end of senior year.  Around the time that you are required to send back your intention letters for university.  Before I started going to therapy I went to visit the College of Santa … Continue reading

October 5, 2012
by
0 comments

Self Realizations, Rape, and Relationships

After therapy Manda’s dad dropped me off at home.  My parents just thought that I was hanging out with Manda working on a school project.  I went upstairs to my room, I had two cats at the time and both … Continue reading