Betrayal – Why Is It Worse for People with GAD


So for almost 4 years I had a friendship with someone that I thought I was really close to.  I have blogged about it before.  Now I found out that she is going around telling everyone that I was stalking her.  Um, yeah, no.  I am not a stalker.

I’m not sure what her deal is but I have blocked her pretty much on every single social media website I have access to and I’ve blocked her on my phone.  I even set up an auto-trash filter on my email.  So hopefully that will all be behind me.

It’s too much for me really.  I really trusted her with a lot of information about me and she totally betrayed my trust.  I feel really alone now.  I am trying not to focus on it but it is super hard.  This is why I never let people in.

I don’t really know what to do with myself.  I joined another RP group but I think I am going to have to step-down.  I am just not feeling it anymore.  I feel bad because it has kind of been fun working with them but I think I just want to be done with anything that I associate with this person for awhile.

I am getting back into graphics though.  Annabelle is writing her reviews of TV Shows again and has been asking me to do graphics for her, so I think I will.  I had been doing some graphic requests from the BDB fandom for to RPers that are on tumblr.  I am not sure I will do that anymore but any other graphic type things I would not be opposed to.

Here is my fandom/graphics tumblr –  There is not much there but there it is. Hopefully I’ll fill it with more stuff later.

Oh I did give my LJ to Anna, I’m not using it and it is a paid lifetime account.  She crossposts everywhere so she should have it.  I think it still has my LJ username.  If you were following me on LJ umm stop? I guess. I don’t know. I am going to weblog and tumblr based so that’s how you can find me.