Grr! Argh!


I’m so tired. I couldn’t really sleep last night. I don’t know why. Cold Meds are suppose to make you sleepy. I felt sleepy but then I kept waking up like every three hours.
For right now my head feels okay and I can breath. My throat is a bit dry but I can deal with that.
I got an e-mail from the director of the grant that I wanted to work for. She still wants to give me the job but she says it has changed and she doesn’t know if I’ll be as interested. If it means less time in the field then I’ll totally still be interested. The thing is can I really work 55 hours a week?
I want this job really badly but I need health insurance and she doesn’t think that it will become full time.
I’m suppose to meet with my DM today and he is going to offer me a temp. assistant manager position. Temp because my ex-boss fucked me over because he is an asshole. I really shouldn’t expect any less because honestly how can you go “Oh she is actually a really good worker I just was making shit up to get her to quit or get her fired.” Yeah you can’t really.